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Jan.
Theme: 2011--Year of Mastery
By Simone Butler
"If there is a fear of
falling, the only safety consists in deliberately jumping." ----Carl
Jung
I'm about to do something
I swore I'd never do--move back home. In 1952, Dad built our small,
two-bedroom house perched on a hill overlooking the San Diego bay.
My ancestral home holds memories of idyllic childhood moments as
well as horrific power struggles. My 86-year-old father has lived
there alone since Mom passed six years ago. Slowly dying of prostate
cancer that's metastasized into his bones, Dad can no longer make
it on his own. So I'm putting most of my stuff in storage and moving
in to care for him.
After years of struggling
with my 'father issues,' I'm taking the fast track to completion.
When in deep water, said Joseph Campbell, become a diver. Or, as
Jung puts it, if you're afraid you'll fall, jump.
Welcome to 2011, Year
of Mastery. Initiated by the January 4 New Moon/solar eclipse in
Capricorn, sign of the wise elder (1:03 a.m. PST), this year is
about growing up and doing what must be done. The no-nonsense theme
is intensified by the New Moon's square to Saturn, Capricorn's ruler.
We've reached the point, personally and collectively, where change
can no longer be avoided. Yet because the Moon (feelings) eclipses
the Sun (will), emotional maturity must precede concrete action.
At this extraordinary
eclipse, Jupiter and Uranus have their final rendezvous in Pisces,
catalyzing changes brewing since May. Major breakthroughs are likely
now, especially as adventurous Jupiter and experimental Uranus magically
trine Venus in Scorpio. Blessings--even riches--are apt to rain
down on us, once we commit to our goals. (I'm buying lottery tickets
on the 4th; you may want to do the same!)
Since Mercury is on the
move again, having just turned direct (on Dec. 30), the New Year's
goals we set for 2011 will have powerful momentum behind them. Bear
in mind, though, that Saturn, Capricorn's ruler, will turn retrograde
on Jan. 25. That means we have until June 12, when Saturn goes direct,
to implement and fine-tune the changes we're making now.
Rather than making a
list of resolutions you'll likely never attain, the planetary energies
at the dawn of 2011 support picking one or two goals and committing
yourself to them. Or, as Mari
Smith did, you may prefer to choose one word that sums up
your intentions for the New Year, and let this word be your
guiding light.
My word for 2011 is "connection."
I'm letting go of my precious yet isolating solitude to be there
for my dad. This choice feels right to me, despite its Saturnine
restrictions. What choice feels right for you?
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